А.Н. Сухинин "Адвайта и глупости" "Все поступки до просветления не правильны!"

Русский текст пока не нахожу, только перевод:
«Everything that exists — is consciousness. If you possess deep intuitive understanding of this, then go on living merrily, and, how to say, easily (laughing)
I've just read some quotation, well, from some succeeded master, don't remember, a Maharaj Tra-ta-taj.
Shit, why so relaxed, why so funny?! Well there is life here. (laughing)
It is not relaxed here, not funny, it is as you wish here.
One shouldn't get drowned into his thoughts — it is so, but one should what he likes.
Everything he likes. Not necessarily relaxed, or funny. I give you my word, I do not know what to say. Well… ( speaking through laughter). There are so many silly things, not silly, just if you wish — do as you wish. Absolutely free. Absolutely. Absolutely!
It is very important, very much important not to judge yourself.
It is principal.

It is important not to judge yourself.

You do not know anything about yourself, absolutely.
You can't do anything properly. „All actions before the Enlightenment are wrong“